Everything i write now . is all from my bottom of my heart .

I dunno why u having a second though .
i treating tis r/s very serious already .
if u say is my attitude . i telling you here .
all my pain , and old illness making me very xin ku .
i guess u dunno right . cos i dun wanna to make you worry .
u nev care about me , it ok . but worst is u adding more to my wound .
Bi , i feel like crying out , Loud out .
and tell you how important u'r to me .

everytime u say tis , i keep thinking and thinking .
or maybe i ain't a good boyf to you .
Bi , if u find someone better then me . go ahead .
i not a good boyf .
onli noe how to add stress to you , onli noe how to disappointed you .

Bi , i'm sorry .
maybe sorry to you is nothing . but all i can do is jus saying sorry .
i still waiting . waiting for the day u finish your exam .

wat i wanted the most . is jus having you by my side onli .

Bi , i'm sorry .
i feel like meeting you out and tell you how much i love you .
sorry sorry . sigh .

thing may be not the same as before .

those lovely msg i nev had .

iloveyou dear .