Everything , i think is ended .
idk what to say , what to do .
3 more month ,
yes 3 more month , i will be 18 soon .
Think maybe i going to spend alone for this year again .

We got plan for nigel birthday !!
k-box with guy and girl !
clubbing at night !
But idk whether i can go in anot =,="
But then clubbing is not comfirm , UNLESS ! we got nothing to do after k .
Looking forward to his birthday . think will be much more fun .

This year birthday , dont think will have be the same group of joker around .
But hoping to see all of them .

Erm what i going to say is , i still cant forget you .
Every single day , every min , sec i'm thinking of you .
I noe is hard for you to belive tat , but is real .
I wont forget the way you treated me .
The laughter from you .
The smile from you .
The everything that came from you .
i wont forget .
Jus take it as a bad dream and forget about me .

I will not change anymore ! Not the play and play aaron anymore !


Guy when see me , maybe i going back to myself !