I'm really tired . when will i have a break ?
till my death or ?
i'm not upset over my dad . but someone that u all will nev think of .
Sometime , i think back . this is not my home , but is onli a place for me to sleep .
I use to love a girl the most , left me .
no one will nev stand at my side , hugging me to ask me cheer up .
i really feel so alone .
out of sudden . nightmare is back to my side .
i hate all this nightmare . i hate everything infront of me .

my dad treated me very good . so do my mum .
but why is all this thing happening to me ? i dont even dare to face it .
how could this thing be happen-ing ?

you guy think that , this could be i making a joke . saying story out onli .
but i do tell you guy . no one really understand me .

how i wish , i was not born .
how i wish , i'm alway a baby .
how i wish , someone i love and love me could really stand at my side .
i seem to be strong , but i not .
deep in my heart . this word "情" i treated it very very seriously .

someone ask me try to understand . but who will understand me back ?
... , i no longer a kid anymore . i noe how to think le .
do u noe i cry so much thinking that is not truth .
but why . i trust so much on them . thinking that they jus normal fren .
but why this turn to be like this ?

THIS WHOLE POST IS NOT ABOUT HER . YOU READER SHOULD NOE WHO IS HER .
what thing happen , i onli will tell 1 person . someone close to me .
not kimmo .

not in the mood anymore . take care guy .
maybe i wont be posting ?
hope whenever u guy see me . i still the aaron that u all noe .
take good care people .

tata~