i heard tat she call me bi today in the morning .
but after i relise . it was jus a dream .
maybe ya . i'm too miss her .
but wat can i do .

she angry once again .
for about 1 week which mean 7 day .
we have quarrel for 2 time . 1 duo qi .
haiis .

i'm so tired of everything .
even how hard i try . i will nev get wat i wan .
angry , angry , angry .
when then she can feel how i feel .

ya, u trust me .
but yet i doing stupid thing come out .
in the first place . i dunno tat u dun wanna me to tell he .
haiis . all i wan is jus saying sorry to you .
i dunno wat thing i can do now .

finally ytd night cos 1 kind soul acc me to msg .
pouring out wat i wanna to say .
and ya . i feeling much more better then ytd .

keeping tat she will call me in the morning .
but she did not .
i'm so disappointed in her .
haiis .

forget it . idk wat else i should say .
jus tat wanna her to reply me or msg me back .
take care .

rebecca, love one . . . . . . . haiis .
a tear is drop-ed , i dunno wat to do .
my heart really hurt alot .
whenever you are angry wif me .
i dunno wat else i can do, jus behind-ing at home .
sorry .

label: thing can be solve , but jus why , haiis .


--Aaron--
is jus a small thing .
haiis .

haiis . alot of thing i jus wanna to keep in my heart .
but everytime i wanna to say out . in the end is get quarreling wif her .

everyone blame me all u wan bahx .
i'm tired of all tis thing .
care also kanna , nev care i also kanna .
wat should i do?

do u noe how i feel ?
u think i like to say out .
because he my bro .
and i dunno wanna to see her get hurt in the end too .
u will nev understand me .

how upset i now , u nev noe .
i dun wan anymore quarrel .
tat all .

all i noe now is jus to say sorry to you .
i dunno wat else i can do now .

mood totally go down .
from now on . watever shit come to me .
i wont give a dame .
esp , couple thing .

i have no one to turn to .
how i feel right now .
i jus wanna someone to noe how i feel .
but there no one .

stop all the bullshit , if anyone of u wanna to tag me and say " tell me la" , or watever shit
if wan , u should came to me long ago .



--Aaron--
blame me all u wan .

everything going smooth .
i dunno what to say . but i almost give up .
heng i did not . hoho .

sian sian sian . hoping tat her exam can pass fast .
i dun wanna to see her so stress up . it hurt me alot .

finally ytd can msg till late late liao ^^
ya . you dun use to it when i nev msg at nite .
same goes to me . i also dun use to it .
every nite we jus msg till u fall asleep or me . haha .
now also the same .
i dunno your feeling izzit coming back anot . but i can feel yes .
i also dun wanna to ask much , jus nertral take .
haha .

noew not in the mood to blog . i feeling so tired . i have no strenght to blog .
will blog again soon ..

i love rebecca .. ^^
same goes to her . =X



--XiaoAaron--
no one can replace you .
& dun you ever think of leaving me .

I dunno . suddenly i feel so upset and so many thing.

Love one if u got see tis post of mine .
think about wat i say jus in the morning .
but i still wanna to say here , and let my reader noe .

even if our attitude or char not match/ suit.
i trying to change liao .
quarreling all tat sure have .
but i still trying to avoid it .
and i have say . i not going to find a gal . till i'm 18 .
all i wan noe is u .
and maybe i dun understand u enough , but i still trying my best to understand you .
i cant jus understand a person in few week time .
it need time to understand a person .
so do u also dun understand me too .
maybe u have . back it also part of it .

wat u wanna to noe about me?
now i telling u here .
1. i can take thing serious . but sometime i can joke wif u around .
2. i really do dun like my stead to go out wif guy .(but now u not so i cannot say anything)
every of my ex i also say the same .
3. i dun wanna my love one to lie to me .

wat i wanna to noe about you ?
1. whether u still love me anot .
2. whether wat u say really wat u mean .
3. whether if i really do have other gal , will u get hurt .
4. whether . . . . . .
there is so much thing i wanna to say and name it out .
but something jus ask-ed me to stop .
cos i'm hurting .

piggy dear .
i jus wanna to let u noe something .
no matter wat have happen .
i still willing to be tat water .
u'r the best gal tat god give to me .
no one can replace you .

quarreling will still have . but lesser .
everytime if we quarrel . give me sometime to cool down and i will give in to you .
but dun show me your attitude . i will be more angry after tat .
i telling u tis . is beause i wan to let you understand me more .
but dun saying u dun understand me more .
ok . let me understand you more .
iloveyou rebecca .

trust me . dun u ever think of letting me go .
jus like how u say to me on my birthday .
u have given me a new life .
if there no you . maybe now . there is no more aaron . or even at hospital liao .
ok .



labels : time is needer .



--Aaron--
Will u still love me as much as before after tis happen ?
take care my love .

u will nev felt the pain . i having now .
i can swear my pain now is 2x as pain as your .
i'm sorry . i also dun wish to have any quarreling .
if tat so . i dunno whether i got next time anot .
if got next time . i choose to keep it in my heart then telling out .

i now dunno how to explain how i feel .
jus like i have lost my way . and dunno how to get back .

take care. wat i have tot u in msn .
is all from my heart .

iloveyou .



--XiaoAaron--
I wanna to cry out loud now .!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
who there for me . :'(



a tear have drop-ed jus in font of your pic .

i have change blog link .

why i choose tis ?
cos i really cant let her go .

how important is she to me ?
i can say , she very important . i rely on her for the past few day .

but why?
why everytime she kept thinking of second thought about us .
touch your own heart and tell me . do u really love me .
ask yourself .
i can do watever thing tat she ask-ed me to do .
but did she? wat i say she got listen ?
no . she will nev listen to me , my explainmention .
and wat can i do . giving in to her still not enough ?

wat the fuck in the past i have done , to desever tis kind of thing ?
can she understand my attitude ?
how i'm a person are ?
can she understand me more ?
can ?all i wan is to see her happy .
tat all . all i wan is jus tis .
i dun wanna to add more to her stress .

i'm controling u too much ?
wat have i do ?
ytd tat thing is really too over .
forget it . jus take me is a idoit .
i dunno wat i should do then can make u happy ?
it hard for me .
cant do tis cant do tat .
haiis .
i jus wan to make tis r/s last if we have go on steady .
forget it .

do u think i'm happy wif all tis fucking thing?
giving a second thought?
haiis . do u now how i feel everytime she say tis ?
i feel like crying out loud . shouting loudly like no father care .
but where i can cry out ? shout out ?
all i noe is when i really need her , need her support .
where is she?
why is all tis thing happening?
can anyone jus tell her how i feel ?
can anyone tell her how much i love her .
can anyone tell her not to angry again .
crying is useless .
no one will bother .

rebbie ng shi yun .
even wat u thinking now .
wat u trying to do .
i jus wan to tell u tat .
i have no regrat being wif u before .
from ther day start-ed till now !
i dun wan to have any quarreling anymore .
all i wan is to see you happy .
Iloveyou .

can you tell me . how can i make you happy, got trust in me and not letting u angry .


sorry for my poor english .


Do u mean wat u say in ther?


Do u now how much u mean to me?
haiis.



--Aaron--
no one noe .
even her .