i realise that i cant spend my money now a day .
firstly , going open up a chalet or bbq with co.
secondly , nigel birthday going spend a big big money .
thirdly , my tattoo !
forth , my bike .
fifth , trip to thailand .

OMG ! i need to save up some money soon .
If not i going to be very very broke this year .
shag !

Later still need to go back to school for some homework .
and will be leaving at 1pm with edmund and adrian to catch moive ~
woooohoooo~~
Long wanted to watch NIM2
cos of someone already watch with her fren liao ,
so i cant watch with her =,=

And i realise something again .
it getting bored to go down limbang now a day .
cos no one is there .
Now left onli ah he , jackson , wong , me and sometime nigel and edmund .
cant even have a dota session .
Lols . tuesday playing ball , maybe .
who wan go , who wan go ? Lols .

erm okok . i wanted to buy this word 1284 .
this number suddenly came to my mine . but will see on wednesday will it open or . haha .
maybe asking my mum to buy . =x
ok going dota before going to school .
so . . . . . .

tata~~

Idk weather i should conti or stop blogging .
but for anna and izen sake . i posted today .
hahaha .

currently many thing happen in my life this few day , or even week .
i get debar for 1year .
that mean i got to study in ite for 3 year . =,=
Wtf right.
but now then i realise , girlfriend to me is not really imp anymore .
What now is study is better .
Meanwell , i can look at girl for the next 1 more year . haha .

ok , went party world 2 day ago .
with kor and co.
sing, drink and enjoy myself at there.
cos ah seng pay all =,= btw THANK AH SENG ^^
suppose to go to erm a pub at na poly . idk what the pub call .
but full . but there alot of girl see lor . wtf !! reach there and stand outside there jiu got alot liao lor .
haha. but no space , so go party world .
got some pic . but lazy to post up .
and i got a video that ah kor is singing and kahpoh is crazy . Lols .

was damn damn tired . sleep till 5 plus in the evening .
i was like sleep for 12 hour =,=
cos ytd after sin tua , went to go meet xuewei and walk tgt to 302 to look for wong and tu .
LOl . her place there was like so . . . . . scary =,=
then slack and eat at 302 talk alot of thing and hsh at 5 plus am =,=

i wanna to study hard . i wanna to have a bike soon . !
and grat leonard ! tuesday got bike liao . whahaha .
work hard too . !

ok there nothing more for me to say le .
weather i going post again or ?
depend on people wanna me to post more alot onli .

tata~

i guess the moment you see this

i no longer around .

sorry girl .

i really sorry . i really wanted to be with you .

but idk why i choose to give up .

i really love u alot but 我们有缘无分.

my heart hurt me alot .

really alot .

i wanted to call you or msg you to tell u how i'm feeling right now .

but i dont have the courage to say to you .

all this while , i'm waiting for you to come back to my side .

but i waited for 2 month le . going 3 month .

i still waiting .

what i tell u today , i really dont mean what i say .

i really hope i can take back my word . but i noe is too late .

everything have done . everything have say .

i noe there nothing more for us to say .

if possible , wait for my return .

when the day i come back look for you and u dont have any boyf yet .

i will still jio u .

when the day i back . i sure u will see the change .

and i really miss you alot alot .

I'm feeling so boring right now .
every weekned , jus staying at home to let time pass .
haiis .
i felt so alone .

i really miss her alot . but sigh .
no word can say anymore . the way how i feel .
the way how to show .

bye ~

All this while i was a fool .
i telling myself to hang on there no matter wat .
but wat i get in the end .
Laugh*

i think i'm stupid .
so i decide to give up le .
choice i make nev regrat .

1 year ago ,
21,may i still remenber everything so clearly . those word i say .
i regrat on tat day , till now .
but wat past is past .
i should learn to forget .

No more word ,
No more action .
tata~~~

I feeling so tired , jus finish my 2.4 run .
and guess wat ! i took 12min to finish . WTH ?!
I deprove alot then last year .
last year i took 9min to finish but this year ?! WTF !!! .
Zzz .

Ok well here my story again .

I noe u will come and see here , but i jus wan tell u .
give up on me . try to forget about me .
the thing you still cant forget me is cos we noe so long le .
I noe we have no future , if not every patch i ask , u will say yes .
but not saying wait to me .
Time pass so fast . already 2month liao .
so many thing happen in this 2month .
so many scolding from me , so many many many thing happen .
why u still choose to hold on ?
idk , i really dunno wat to do next . but jus wait .
even there no chance , i will still wait and wait till the day come .
i will love u no matter how u look .

i'm tired . putting my facebook afk . and i going to rest now .
1 match of dota ~~ woooooooooows~~ .
Lols

tata~~

Trust? what is trust ?
Love ? what is love ?
Care ? what is care?
What are all this thing ??

Time and time , giving you another chance and chance . u still choose friend .
asked you not so smoke , not to drink .
u still do .
i seriously give up .
i give up my life .
i give up everything .
from today onward .
i no longer noe what is love .

i'm someone that hidding away from everything .
i locked up in a dark room .
calling " mummy , mummy , help me"
no one turn out and help .
NO ONE !

i trusted my love one so much . and yet everything turn out to be a nightmare .
can anyone jus kill me , or push me to the car ?
anyone can help me ?
i in a great pain , great great pain .


16 May , 2009
2:57 pm
Aaron is lost and nev be found back .
no one will reach his call or msg anymore .
what aaron say before , forgive and forget .
forgive aaron from doing all stuff .
and finally forget aaron kwok zhi lun .
he will not be show anymore !

I belive in you no matter wat happen . no matter what you do .
Now ? i dont have the strength to hold on le .
Thanks for those time being with you .
i do enjoy every single day .
1 month going to 2 month le . since we have break off .
i know wat your ans .
few day ago , we are talking about our future .
i say i wanna to marry you .
i jus wan you . i meant wat i say .
but few day later , thing goes bad again .
idk how to talk anymore .
maybe wat you do is right , and wat i say is wrong .

there alot of thing i wan to say , but i dont think i have to say here .
i'm back .

there a few pic i took with fren . but dont have the chance to post . so next time i will post .
and also , maybe i will be kick out of sch . sigh .
tata~~

i tired !
Time and time i belive in you , and yet wat i get from you is a lie !
Fuck it !!!!!!!!

3/05/09
Went out with that ah dumb
went to catch a moive call "sell out"
That show i rate 2/5 !!
Althrough is boring , but the song they sing very meaningful .
After show at cathay , walk to shaw to have dinner .
Send her back home and hsh .

2/05/09
Shesha with , wong , his girlf , tu , roy , ah he , yu xiang and lastly yanfei .
Went to bugis to find liza first , after tat went to shesha .
joking around with them . play and play . Laugh *
after that kor came find me and talk with me .
ton at farmmart and hsh .

01/05/09
Shu juan Birthday !
Lols . went to k-box . sing around and play around .
then head to Limbang play and play , walk back with randall .
then hsh .

i realise something .
dunno wheather i should write down here or jus keep in my heart .
sigh .


idk wat to say anymore . Lols .

Guess wat ! my dad jus ask me to look for some bike site .
Hoho . mostly he getting me a bike soon !!
whahahahaha .
Ok~ i'm day dreaming . wkeke .

Ok . k-box with wong , tu and school fren last night .
Took some photo . but jus lazy to upload into com =x
this few day , i also lazy to touch the com . all i wan is to watch tv !

ok , should be going to zoo with her .
but then last min cancel . =,=
her mum dont allow her to go out , and i have to emo at home . Lols .

currently dunno wat is she thinking , but then monday ~ idk .
feeling so shag . sian .

ok anyone can tell me wat the forum for bike ??
tata~~