bottom pic is got week ago and month ago .

My birthday , belated and avd .
och with co .
and at chirstine house that time .
and and , I MISS THOSE APPY DAY ~
single is much more better then i think .
i still got so many lovely fren around me =)

enjoy the pic =)

Tata~~

I'm really tired . when will i have a break ?
till my death or ?
i'm not upset over my dad . but someone that u all will nev think of .
Sometime , i think back . this is not my home , but is onli a place for me to sleep .
I use to love a girl the most , left me .
no one will nev stand at my side , hugging me to ask me cheer up .
i really feel so alone .
out of sudden . nightmare is back to my side .
i hate all this nightmare . i hate everything infront of me .

my dad treated me very good . so do my mum .
but why is all this thing happening to me ? i dont even dare to face it .
how could this thing be happen-ing ?

you guy think that , this could be i making a joke . saying story out onli .
but i do tell you guy . no one really understand me .

how i wish , i was not born .
how i wish , i'm alway a baby .
how i wish , someone i love and love me could really stand at my side .
i seem to be strong , but i not .
deep in my heart . this word "情" i treated it very very seriously .

someone ask me try to understand . but who will understand me back ?
... , i no longer a kid anymore . i noe how to think le .
do u noe i cry so much thinking that is not truth .
but why . i trust so much on them . thinking that they jus normal fren .
but why this turn to be like this ?

THIS WHOLE POST IS NOT ABOUT HER . YOU READER SHOULD NOE WHO IS HER .
what thing happen , i onli will tell 1 person . someone close to me .
not kimmo .

not in the mood anymore . take care guy .
maybe i wont be posting ?
hope whenever u guy see me . i still the aaron that u all noe .
take good care people .

tata~

Sometime i really wanna to pity so people without father .
but then . sigh ~
ok telling a story and it happen to me .

There few month back . this girl happen to came to life .
At first , i can see that she does onli wan money . no real love , care or even noe what the person is feeling .
at first , people told me that she aint a good girl . But i tell myself i can change her .
few month pass by . she still the same . Attitude and char never change .
i give her month . telling her all those grandmother story . blah blah blah .
she still dont wan listen .
i do care for her , love her . but what i get back ?? nothing at all .
i going to be big different after i get my bike .
god damn it .
guy give me 3 month . by this year mostly can get a bike bah . or before new year .

pub , ktv with shuna , kahpoh , ah kor and co .
drink and fall asleep . due till too tired . ( i not drunk )
meet up ah he and co at 2 plus . drove to timah wanted to eat , but close .
wanted to go geylang but found ourself lose . Zzz . so we went to adam road eat .
slack till 6 plus . fall asleep at ah he car and he drive us back .

thanks people for the cake . thanks everyone that help me celebrate my bird day ~ Lols .
And thanks shuna for the adv to belated birthday keep helping me celebrate -,- (for 3 day)
Lastly i wan to thanks to that girl really make up my mind .
thanks you everyone .

picture will be shown after i got it ~

tata ~

it dont seem to be my birthday today .
guess what . i'm alone at home right now .
where is her ?
forget about it . i think i should stay alone at home .
last year ? this year ?
what is the different ??
Is still the same after all .

Thanks for the surpise siokyit and christine .
thanks to those people who send me msg , and at facebook wishing me .
thanks alot .
and thanks to those who call me .

i'm thinking . i needed to make a choice right now .
bye peep .

tata~


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU KWOK ZHI LUN , AARON =(

Went to JB few day ago .
went there buy sin tua thing . afterward go buy disc .
bought 2 pack of cig come back to sg and sold 1 pack to ah hong .
damn it , now i not enough . zzz .

saturday pizza at sin tua . and sunday slack at yt mac with shuna ,serene and kimmo .
planning for Nov chalet and going wher for my birthday celebration .
Sigh i still not in the mood for my birthday celebration .
dunno why . maybe is no girlfriend pei me this year bah .

thrusday if not program , going to bbtc enrol . and friday idk going where .
and saturday going watch movie and prawing .
maybe that all for my celebration .

ok i going get emo soon .
tata ~




How i wish i can get a surpise from her .

Should i or should not ??
Lols . nick tell me to put from inside to outside .
but , but , i scare the pain sia . Lols .
erm maybe still put as what i say . fishies ~~ and flower !
erm . so so . it will be great pain . which i noe where pain where not pain . Lols .
flower at my shoulder to chest . fish on my arm .
guess what . i wan my whole tattoo is fish =,=
hahaha . so next time u all can count how many fish , how many flower i got .
lmao . ~

ok . ytd went to christine house with kimmo and siokyit .
the game they play is ! Like wtf . lame game . haha .
ok i feel like smoking now ~ . can i ? or cannot ?
erm erm 5 more % or maple patch and guess what ?
i found new hack again .
zz . those hacker really damn fast found hack .
going done soon lor .

ok i going say
tata ~
ok i got a sharp face . i forget who took , either siokyit or tine . zz
i look handsome le ~ Lols jk ~

8 more day to go .
and it my big day !
Lols . 8 more day and i will become 18 !
Bike , tattoo and finish school !
whahaha . so many thing happen in 1 year .
wont say about it .
New thing will start again . forget the past and look forward for new thing .

guess what i looking forward of ?
my new tattoo . whahaha . so scare of the pain la ~ but still i wanna to put .
haha . and guess what . i found a full face helmet in my house . and it totally fix my head =x
Lols . hoping by chinese new year i got a bike .
if not sian .

ok ok .
i gtg . meeting christine and siokyit at yt . and afterward meeting jackson and nigel at limbang .
so reader ~
i will post some pic soon .

tata ~

Lols . weekend was so boring ~
Meet uh christine and soikyit at limbang . chit chat and about 1am+ they go off .
Lols . so long nev meet them up le and guess what the took from my phone =,=
Lols . see from here >> http://tine-x.blogspot.com/
is my center parting hair . Lols .
wanted to dota after they went off , but no more slot .
after that , adrain and co. go 302 .
but i nev go . lols . at limbang slack till 3plus with jack , xw , mo , jy and huibing .
went to yt eat and head down to gary house downstair .
wanted go up see gary but his big bro give leonard bird face . lmao .
slack till 5 then i go back home .

shag shag .
i going to put new tattoo at about the end of this month .
i already think of what to put le .
so so , maybe at the end of this month i going go put .
Omg !!!!!!!! i wan new tattoo .

ok i now at school . going look up for something for my project de .
so going to say tata ~

tata~

currently at school now ~
new project , new thing to do .
omg ! so many thing to do .
shag . i scare i cant cope any of the work only .
i trying to do well for this time . cos i cant lose this course .

I have let go of many thing . looking forward for new thing too .
another 17 day more !! whahaha .
enro bike and on the 25th july , st james or future !!
hope before new year i can get a bike .
Faster 18 !! .
Whahaha .

ok going study le .
tata~

Sometime i wish , i could jus let it go .
know what is the result but i still holding on to it . why ?
maybe i really need to give myself or you a answer after my birthday bah .
i dont wan to waste your time or my too le .
i tired of holding on to it . i tired of so many thing .
i really going to be crazy soon . !

posting pic tml or when i free .
tata ~
damn stress up !