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I wan put new tattoo !! I wan to finish up my leg !!
Lols .
Jus tot of my leg tattoo haven finish .
still got to put from ankle to my toe . lols .
i'm thinking about wan to put anot =x

ok change topic ~
Dunno the night safari trip is still on .
everyone since like dun wanna to go .
but i do wish to go .
i wan to relax myself !!!
Shag .
rottin at home every single day .
nev go out , nev go shop .
sigh .

change topic again ^^
Will be going to genting wif leonard , lionel , pat , jack and more ppl !!
the trip will held at 16 - 18 dec
is a 3 day 2 night trip .
hope it will be fun bahx .
waiting for the day to come .
and tis coming monday need to give money liao , which cost me 175.50 buck !!!
wtf . but heng my father give me .
haha . i dun have to spend my money on the trip .
mother giving me money on the trip .
wooo~~~
it the first time tat my dad allow me to go oversea wif fren .
Lols oversea =.= erm i mean beside country . haha .
ok i waiting for the day . haha .

i seem to be lost once again .
the feel is like few month ago .
wtf ??
watever . dun wish to care to .
if i suddenly jus go like tis .
also nothing wrong .
why? cos idk wat my mind wanna to do next .

Goodbye ~~

People tat i having meet :
JiaRou .
Anna .
Edna .
Ya you all keep put my airplane .
haha .

Do you all wan me to say those fucking thing out tat is call yourself a bro?

Lionel , leonard . ask yourself . when u all go to pat there interview ,you all got think of asking me anot . i have say i wanna to work also . but u all got ask me anot .
NO ! u all nev le . tis call bro ar ? _l_ nah .
Bro ? i think not . fren or sin tua fren , can bahx i think .

So many thing hide inside my heart and i nev wan to say it out .
Once i say out . sure got ppl saying jiao wei .
and i belive now ppl are toking behide me .

i dun mind . but dun let me catch till u all saying me .
i make you double back .

those i wan to say de i have tell them wat the fuck they have done , so i think i got nothing more the say le bahx .

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Went down to LB , still the same . must let me kpkb then will call .
meet up them and slack .
tamade . i tot got play dota . in the end nev . _l_ _l_ _l_
Lols . went to 302 and find pat . which is long long nev see he liao .
after tat went to his house there and slack . about 2 plus i think .
ck father come fetch us home .
reach home and i cant sleep .
thinking about many thing .
sigh . byebye ^^ nothing to say le .

Comment about me why i put tattoo on my leg to all ppl .
i telling you all here .
firstly . at march 2008 i have thinking of wanna to put anot .
secondly . i put is not to show off , or watever shit . putting at my leg is my wish . and next is my arm then my full back .

Tattoo is jus a art to me .
Not to show off .
Not to act .

New Post , New thing .

I Give up hope on tis brothership .
I wont care about tis fucking shit anymore .
ppl asking me where is my bro ? i will say i onli have 1 brother . which is kimmo .

Alot of thing if i say here . maybe there will be lot of quarrel .
So i wont say here .
I stop here and wat i wan to say i have say .
ytd thing have happen .
and really make me very tulan .

Bear in mind . how u all treat me .
i will double back treat all u back .
treat me good or bad . Choose is yourself .

Real friend doesn't exist .
Real friend are those who care for you behide and not showing out .
many thing i can say i knew it long ago .
i jus waiting for the day to come .
ya . maybe is time .
Asking me out , i still will .

take care everyone .

Tag reply .
yy: Ps i forget i out your . hhaa ..
and the outing is joanne wanna to go de . we going night safari , wan go tell me lor .

Jack: Lesser ? or DUN EVEN come down liao .
We noe u so long liao . u forever wont change .

Huiping: aiya . idk how to say . haha . meet up soon ^^

Xinwei: Lols . I miss your head la . haha .

Wait i wan to say i have say . dun ask me anymore .
Brother ? nah _l_

Suddenly think for tis thing . and i wanna to say .
those wif girlf de , go wif girlf .
those not wif us liao . better dun come back .
we no need follower .

Wat i mean ? now left me , kimmo , wong and mo .
ya maybe wong and mo i have meet them lesser liao .
but they still come to lb when they got time .
other ?
where the fuck they go ?

Pat , leonard i understand . cos they have work .
forget it bahx . i say till here .
i dun wan to fuck ppl up later on .

Basketball wif wong and mo later on at yt cc .
so long nev play le sure play like shit later . haha .

will update soon . or re-write

Hello!!!

I back to post once again .
Lookin foward on 31st oct !!!!
Hoho . nothing to do tis few day .
jus maple , dota and sin tua .

wee~~~ tml no sch . hehe . soik . got dunno wat running at yishun .
but i not going . hehe .

I kindly missing someone .
someone tat i let down alot .
someone tat i wan her back but i no is hopless .
till now , today , my mind is still wif her .
Losing feeling on her is part of the r/s .
but i did something tat i shouldn't have done so .
even god alsoc cant save it .
grat to heard tat she still calling my mum and chat .
ya , for u all tis is small little thing .
but for me is not .
Jus hope tat , while i'm taking mrt toward my sch . i can met till her jus like where we noe each other .
hoping time will go back and not doing those stupid thing tat i have done in the pass few month .
and i wanna to let u all noe .
onli her , can lead me to the right path .
quiting smoke , etc .
i miss her .

here is the end of my post .
i will forever remenber her .
and see u guy soon .
going up to farmmart later on .
cos i miss my godfather too .
tc .

Bye!!

Night safari on 31st Oct .
Woot . With kimmo , joanne and sebes .
Dun know still got more ppl go anot . but hopfully no more .
more ppl , more troublesome . ^^

EveryDay maple , sin tua , maple , sin tua .
So sian . finally got outing ^^ hehe .

I miss alot of ppl .
I miss you .
I miss her .
I miss she .
-.- so boring .
I miss everyone .

Will post up soon agian .
nothing to write le . byebye

Wont reply anymore tag . Wan "SHOOT" me more go ahead .
let you win lor .

Ytd went out wif gary at night .
Night rounding ~.~
SONG AR . haha .
from cck went all the way to sewbawang , after tat we lost in sewbawang . Lols .
saw the road tat is correct , but we went the wrong way .
as taxi driver for help and those ppl working at factory .
was BKE , happy liao . cos i noe the way to KJE .
but still go the wrong way again =.=
Tis time went to more far . And is Fucking cold too .
tamade . both of us jus keep say " Wa fuck la , so cold "
haha . dumb of we two .
went all the way to yishun where we go wrong place de . wan went back to cck at about 2plus .
ass it . gary like road stupid , whahah . all thx to me he can find the right road =.=
whahaahah ..
reach back to near house here and slack . drink tea and went up to carpark have some training .
test his bike and i find it hard for me .
Lols . kawa , i dun think is so good . SP better .
Have learn some basic skill in bike . i think few more day . i can stable liao .^^

Bike is wat i wan .
Chiong is wat i wan too .
waiting for the age of 18 . i sure u all wont see me on Bus , Mrt or cab . haha .

I admit , i dunno how to think of the past few month .
wanted to end my life all tat .
but all is the past .
say watever u wan .
from the way u tok to me .
i noe tat . u no longer treat me as a fren or gan .

sometime , somehow
when i went to sewbawang . i miss the past .
should not think of tat le ^^
Tc . and is maple time for me and kimmo liao . lols .
he waiting for me to play . at there kpkb liao .
Slacking at kimmo house later at afternoon . wif joanne and sebes .

reply tag :
edna ,
Ha! idk how u all feel ? think back the time when i was wif reb .
maybe i feel worst then u . who noe . u also dunno .
nan de qi , fang de xia . do u noe tis anot ?
when we break up tat time . i also feel lost and have nothing anymore .
but do u think before of your parent .
do u think before tat those ppl who care for you , dun wan to see you sad .
do u ever think before .
ya . kimmo now doesn't wan any stead yet . and pls . if other ppl dare tok behide he , why not as he/she come out say infont of he .
wat i mean by tok behide . is he doesn't even noe any new gal at all .
tis is wat i heard from he and see .
if my word u still dun belive i got nothing to say .
cos i can tell u tat noe de aaron and the past de aaron is big different liao .
i back to the "noe how to think de aaron liao"

And ah nei , u are a very ncie gal . u can find someone much more better then he .
does it worth it crying so much for he ?
Think wat i have say . i walk before your path too . even i onli older then u by 1 year .
but i see de thing maybe more then those ppl who older then me .
or maybe , u tok to me . i can speak more . my angmo lousy so cannot speak wat i wanna to tell u .
wat i have to say . cheerup .
he will alway in your mind . cos i noe is hard to forget a person .
tc girl .

I so fedup wif some over matter .
sigh . why jus u all gal think ?

First , her (dun wish to say the name , u all should noe )
next , she (ah nei)
Now , you (val)

Wat wrong are wif u all de thinking ?
can u all stop acting so childish . like a 3 or 4 year old kid ?

For her , i bwg .
for she and you ? wat u all wanna to do ?
seeing my brother hurt , do i feel good ?
see them not in the mood , do i feel good ?
i have the same feeling from you all . i aint feeling any good .
watching them go out having a black face , giving attitude to us .
we doesn't feel good hao ma .

Do u all ever think tat , if next time u love de guy nev love you .
but yet love other ppl or your sister ? will u all feel good ?
finally got someone tat you love , and love you too .
why not tresure he/her ?
dun ever make the stupid mistake tat i take before .
it really stupid . all regret alot too .

What you all wan doesn't mean u sure can get it .
Jus like , you love de guy / gal is loving other people .
u dun feel any good too .

tat all i wanna to say to those dumbo .
i may look unreasonable for writing all tis .
but wat i say alway have a meaning behind .
you need a key to unlock the lock .

stupid dumb ass make those stupid choice .

There are still many unspoken word tat i had nev have a chance to say so .
Many many .
But i noe it too late now bah .
as long seeing or hearing tat your are happy , i'm happy too .
U may think tat i'm petty or wat so ever .
Cos i doing it to letting you to hate me more .

I doesn't wan anymore love .
till i was 18 , or meet up some nice gal .
18 is the time when i have my bike ^^
jus waiting for tat day to come .

Going to sch now . time now is 7.48am .
Sian . sch have reopen .
When we having hoilday , we wan fast schooling .
when we schooling , we wan faster hoilday .
do u all think tis is weird ? haha .

Ok , i going to sch to have fun le . ^^ byebye .

edna , dun think too much . everything going to be fine after some time .
there still lot of ppl caring for you and love you .
stay strong . ^^

Having a hard time breathing jus now .

idk wat happen to my lung , and jus i had a hard time jus now .

dun wish to see doctor , cos i dun wanna to waste money .

If i wanna to die , i would have die .

some picture tat we took on sentose last firday .

Lols . tat was long right . lalalass .

Tis few day we got nothing to do and jus went up farmart wif pat , kimmo , xw , jack and bui .

went up there find kor . and play , slack .

Lols . our tua is a very good palce to slack . haha .

normally will slack till 3 to 5 am then we go .

if not at lb , think slack till 1 am plus jiu go liao . no life de .

as i say . outsider ppl wont be seeing me , useless my bro .

u all will find it hard to find me =x

haaha .

went drinking wif yy . jus call 2 bottle tiger and drink . yy drink super slow . but me , in last then 10 min 1 bottle gone . zzz .

edna , val and jack .

cheerup .

u all have jus a beautiful time wif yours can liao .

wat your , is your . dun belong to you .

how u force also wont have happiness .

ask long we all love each other . seeing them happy , u will feel happy too . cheer up .

Reading back old msg tat was in my phone .
Saw something tat is very nice writen by edna .
" if u want a perfect life , then make yourself perfect first . Life w/o a smile , will it be perfect ?
beauiful life starts with a smile :) "

Ya , although now i have change , but still alot of thing cant change back .
The last msg i get from her was when i fall asleep , 1 msg come and forever till now .
i got no more msg from her anymore .

Life Is Like Full Of Obstacles , You cant aviod any of them .
Having a smile , will make your life full of colour , happiness .

Pic will post after next post .

I Feel So Sour !!!!

IDK WHAT TO DO NEXT !
Jus wanna to say , fuck life =/

Fishing , basketball , gaming , slacking is my life ^^
Mostly . tattoo is my real life .

brother are not to be meant .