There something i cant bear to say out .
everything i jus wanna to make some decision . something jus ask me wait .
wait and wait , and time and time . i have been hearing those same word .
i'm tired , i'm fucking disappointed .
i feel like giving up myself .
wat i have done to desever tis ?
sorrow all over me , but wat can i do .
i jus cant bear to leave her .

Dear , idk watever u wil come and see , but sorry if i do something stupid .
cos i dun wanna to see u cry , dun wanna to see you sad anymore .
i rather u hate me then u crying infont of me and ask me back .

When the day i gone . there wont be anymore sadness .
the day i gone , maybe some of you will be happy .
i jus hope when the day i gone , on one cry infont of me .
tat wat i wan .

i waiting for the day to come .
when darkness turn to light , it came tonight .




Lebal : dun ever let me see u sad .

Sometime , how i wish the time will stop .
Sometime , how i wish i can hug you tightly and feel you .
Sometime , how i wish i can hold your hand again and nev let you go .
There lot of thing i'm thinking now . who can be trust and let me pour all my word out .

if someday i hurt till you , dun be sad .
cos i dun mean wat i do .
i really dun wish to give up the r/s cos i still do love you .
baby so sorry , i still love and miss you .
my heart will alway belong to you . no matter wat happen .
i'm waiting for the time to come . ya i'm waiting .

Ytd dearest came to my house .
acutally she wanna to go sch de , but after slacking at my house she decided not to go =x
stay at my house till 3plus , went to lot 1 watch movie .
fucking moive tat is so boring till i wanna to sleep =,=
finish show went back to home again . and tis time round my fever went up again .
lie-ing on the bed and dun wanna to get up , but dearest keep call me wake up and do my thing then send her to yew tee . ( she nev think of i'm having fever de lor sigh =x )
about 6 plus send her to yewtee and decide to go find wong .
half way saw edmund tu , ah he they all playing basketball .
went to join them and can u all think i so long nev play basketball liao .
then suddenly play , my skill all gone =,= and i jumo fucking low now .
jus can touch the ring . NOT EVEN CAN SLAM !
Lols . ass , went limbang and eat and slack at there till 3am .
went back home wif ah he .
fucking tired . zzz .


Dearest ! i hope wat u say ytd is real , i wait till u come back to my side agian .
love ya .



lebal : Treasure the person in front of you , dun start treasure the person when he/she gone.

empty hope ?
empty promise .

i once have a wonderful time wif u before .
tat enough for me le .
i done my best . i try my best .

i feel , i'm no one to you .
but idk wat you are thinking .
am i your boyf or jus someone else ?
i still dunno .
waiting and waiting . idk when will it stop .

when the day come , there no reture anymore .
i awaiting for tat day to come .
i no longer got the strength to hold on anymore .

lebals : i waiting for the day , when i noe how to wake up .

Ha , tis disapponintment and sorrow all over me .

i really a failer .

once , twice and third time . i tired of all tis shit !

everytime u ask me , whether should we be fren .

i feel so fed-up .

How pain i'm . How much i feel like crying out .

No time for boyf is all jus an excuse .

Why ! why thing alway happen to me when i wanna to treat the r/s serious .

i dun get it . thing happen so fast so quick .

all i wan is jus be wif you . but i noe is jus all over .

sorrow all over me , but i noe there no way to turn back .

i treasure everyone around me , but they dun .

treasure everyone around you . dun treat them like dumbo .

Or maybe i jus say something stupid . my heart is numb now .

i feel nothing .

tis the past of us .

happiest day of us .

but i will no longer feel it .

althrough is jus a few day . i really have a happy time wif u .

all the pic is jus above .

tgc .

it hurt to sa but i still wanna to say it .

haiis

Lebal: Maybe i jus treat us as no one .

UpDate !

will be forward my tattoo till tis end of jan .

so will be done at feb since i have no more gf .

relax and chill for myself in the next few day . jio limbei out .

I wan new tattoo !!
tamade , i haven done my leg tattoo yet , cos i cant find any person tat have good colour yet !!
wtf!!!
i swear before march i will finsih my leg =x i think so .
hahahha . but hopefully is before march .

Ohh . my future girlf went to malaysia and left me alone here .
tamade . wake up early in the morning , cos she called me =,=
sleep back again . and she reach checkpoint she called me again .
sleep till 11 plus wake up and start playing pet s.
and i lose money again .
asshole ! si patrick dunno how to earn money de he .
nabei so many money liao he = (
i lose le . hoho . but onli game i hack care onli =x

new year tattoo session wif momo and see who wanna to join also .
will be going over to david there and do my leg tattoo .
hope his ink will be nice then before bahx .
or see my fren wanna to help me put anot .

ok here a happy birthday wish to XIN WEI !!
finally 18th liao uh !! can take bike or car liao la . action liao .
keep say me 7 7 7 . zzz
ass u . u all wait onli . haha . i soon will come 1 bike come out de =x hoho .

later celebrating xw birthday and yet i got no money to kap cake for he=,=
so ps uh xw . !
but we wu xin le ytd jio u out wait till 12 then we wish u face to face . good le
hahaha .

many thing in the past i can forgive and forget .
but some of the thing , i will alway remenber in my mind , which is on my 17th birthday tat time .
is the wrost birthday celebration for me , and nearly cost my life at tat time .
haha . now think le i think got abit silly bahx .

tml will be going out wif my future girlf =x
hoho . acc. her to shop and watch moive i think .
haha . and i was damn happy la . !
i hope tis time round is not a empty hope again .

stupid reb , tell me single good , in the end have bf =x
haha . but not blaming you . hope u 2 last long . ^^
best wish ^ ^ haha .


ok here will be the end of the post , and my genting photo is still not wif me .
nabei . dunno when will they give me =,=
okok , byebye . post other time ^^