i'm tired , really really tired .
i feel like ending my life .
wat are me in the family ?
wat are me in my girlf heart ?
i feel nothing . jus a extra in the world .

Father everyday come back , jus walk in the door and started to nag .
wrong nag , correct also nag .
wat they wan me to do .
mother every sat , sun not at home .
onli left is me .
2nd sis everyday not at home .
dunno go where die .
big sis marry off .

wat the family wan me to do . i feeling so stress up .
i so fan .
wat can i do .
i feel so blank .
house is so quiet .
wishing my girlf can acc me , but yet she went to find fren .
wat am i ? once tot her tis but she forgot .
who can i turn to ?


i'm tired , really really tired tis time .
To all my friend , family and girlf .
if 1 day i no longer living wat will yours do ?
will yours cry ? will yours think is too late if thing happen .
bye~~

Valentine's day ! woohooo .

i'm here to post for my beloved girlf . Lols .

Went to buy her gife . not cheap and not ex . okok ^^

She came my house on tat day , put thing which she bought for me , after tat went down to town walk walk .

feeling so boring , went down to suntec to meet michelle duahgter wif her mummy .

then slack at there awhile , catch some bear , but didn't catch dao . lols .

went to marina and eat . lols walk here walk there . every place is full of ppl .

F-it . walk till leg tired , back pain . and finally decided to eat "asian . . . dunno wat " forget le . lols .

food at there overall not bad .

after tat went to catch those "lame" thing again =,=

spend about 30 buck and get 4 of it .

Lols .

Girlf say she keep hug the elmo tat i bought for her . =,= lols .

good ma . hoho . can remenber me =x

i broke now ! wtf .

waiting for ppl to return me money onli !

whahahha . if not i got to work =,=

yes 5 more month . jus 5 more month and is my 18th birthday . whahaha .

looking forward on tat day , cos i not celebrating =,=

whaha . i going for ENROLE !!!!!

whahaha . leonard is full way le , but xw lazy . lols

soon all of us will have bike soon !! whahahahahaha . evil laugh

okok , here some pic ^^

at top !!

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I'm tired .

Anger , sour is all i get from her .

Play , fren is much more important then me .

But wat i need is care and love .

A girl that understand what i need .

i alway remenber tat , someone have said to me .

Life is full of colour , whether u can find your own colour it depend of how u think .

There is alway a way for us to walk .

There will be no ending road .

Everything have their own key , once u found the key . The problem will be solve .

Life without a smile , you cant go on ^^

Onli a smile can change everything .

In my life now , i onli love you .

Is hard for me to give up on you .

And is hard for me to forget you .

Cos i just love you so much .

So many thing happen , sigh .
tis few day have been feeling not so well cos of some r/s thing .

Ya we break off once again . tat i really cry the hell out of shit .
i dunno can i really trust ?
time and time have been the same and yet i see no changer .

i still love and care for you , but i wont be showing out now .
i going back to last time de me le .
so better dun step on my tail .
gangster ? lols , hell not .
gangster is jus for childish ppl . Lols .

i hurt my fucking hand due too hit the fucking wall too hard . lols .
i got no feeling ytd but today is damn pain de lor . zzz

i hope u can change into a better person , cos u aint naught or childish at all .
idk we will still got any chance to go back to each other anot .
jus wanna to say tat i do love you alot .
idk , will u get the chance to see anot . but still hope u can .
tgc and bye .

for peep out there . i not blogging anymore le .
i tired of my life now . bye and tgc .