Sigh , i feel like crying out loud .
i cant get the chance to see 1 of my closer person anymore .
saw wif my own eye and i really cant belive it .
walk toward the fire and i jus saw it left the base .
people shouting to me , not to walk so close , cos it damn hot .
but who noe my feeling .
no one .
haiis . it hurt and it feel damn pain .

Sigh , so boring .
currently at limbang lan shop . Time now 6.15am .
feel so sleepy , for 48 hr i jus sleep for 4 hr .
now having a headache .
fedup .

life is short . treasure everyone beside you .
jus do watever u like to do .

Is jus a blink of eye . 1 year soon going to over .
18 next year . is so fast .
i yearn for it long ago , now finlly reaching =x
5 month liao . no contact at all , or watever shit .
sigh .

Not sayin anymore before i get emo . Lols .
I waiting , and waiting .

today will be the last day ,
and forever i wont get the chance to see he anymore .
or maybe in my dream .

Idk , he say he got some reason behind it ,
but i really dun noe .
i cant tok to he anymore in the future . onli now , tat is today .

GodFather . i will alway remenber you .
u will alway be in my heart , forever and ever .


The photo of his body .

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When back to my photobucket , and saw many of me and her photo in the past .
currently now , staying at home alone .
if now is 1 year ago , i think she now will be right beside me .
ya , i sure will miss her like siao .
but i noe me and her wont be back again .
the god decide or wat bahx .

fren are still better then steady .
cos i dun wanna to waste anymore money =x
haha . jkjk .
my money now is like free flow =x
hahaha .

somehow , i wish to post the past picture .
but i dun dare =x
cos is the past liao .
so like tis lor . haahaha .

Jaslyn , i here telling you tat . i miss your everything =x
but i will still wait bahx , i think so =.=

23 more day to our genting day . wooohoooo~~~
waiting for the day to come , =x
and 21 more day to hoilday .
but i will ownself put my own hoilday .
hahahahhaa ..

Ok end of post . byebye .

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maybe i started to understand wat he mean when we quarrel over a big matter .
i wont say is who , but noe me de person . will noe who is it .

Is few day , i noe who treat me good , who bad .
i wont point finger at ppl . u noe it yourself .
if u think u are the one . so be it .

after sch go out , find wong and tu .
after tat go to marsling wait for the stupid jiamin . wtf man ,
wait her so long lor .
zzz . heng got music listen . if not die .
hahaha .

the anna for the present . when go genting will buy u back =x

idk why they can out dun wan out .
join back fun meh ?
sigh . wat if 1 day u all jus go ?
and i have to attend your songkai ? Lols ( think too much , wat if onli )
think for the person beside you , dun keep say no one care about you .
many people still do .
grow up liao le . still dunnno how to think meh . haiis .
i noe i have no right to say . anything bahx .


i'm not loving anyone , anymore .
ha ! _l_ give you all if u say me behide my back .
ya is you ! dun think i dunno . fucker .
1 more time , dun say i nev give you chance .
i play your whole family . trust me . and i will make sure u see tat .

fuck fuck fuck ,
my friendster kanna hack . dunno who !!!
arrr , super dulan ar .
aiya dun care liao , dun wish to play friendster .
if wan , re-add me back .
fuck it .


nowaday , i'm so so busy . and thrusday is sin tua big day liao .
waaa sian , cannot go play play liao
sob sob .

ok friday , boring day . went to sentose play play and rain again !
but we are " i dancing naked in the rain "
Lols .
and thx for the treat YONGYI lols .
boring boring .

idk wat to write liao . byebye .
i'm chatting wif someone tat u all dunno . A_I<< tat the name . Lols

Idk wat to post . but it since like my internet got alot of problem .
cant dl tis , cant dl tat .
sigh . dunno wat fucking thing blocking !

it all i need , but i dont noe wat i need at all .
my mind is so fan , dunno wat to do .
maybe is the best to leave me alone .
When darkness stand to light , it end tonight .

i could remenber when the day u say the word to me in msn .
i ran to the toliet and really cry out .
idk . idk why i cry . maybe is jus 1year r/s i taking it as a bet ? or ?
idk .
people say to me :" why u so stupid . to give up a 1 year r/s to a gal tat u jus noe less then 1 week ."
Ya . i'm stupid enough to give up a gal tat treated me so good and my parent .
but how , wat can i do .
Thing haven already happen . there no way history can change .
unless there really a black hole in the world .

i could really remenber , tat the last time i see you smile is at limbang .
when they say you cried . i really wish i could be at your side .
but not now anymore .
everything to me it since like a nightmare .
worst nightmare tat i nev had .

climbing up so high tat almost reach the top .
but jus a faking ppl , it kick me down all the way to the bottom .
and jus have to start all over again .

Many thing tat in life , is meaningful .
watever thing tat you do . is god will .
u cant change the fate . even how hard you fall .
u still have to live on .

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I wanna to Put new tattoo again ! woohoo~~
but i think is at dec , or next year liao .
wee~~
i have to settle my leg first .
cos new tattoo i wanna to put is from my ankle to my toe ^^
hohoho .

Event going on to me :
12nov . venie birthday .
14nov . go to sentose wif kimmo , wong , yonyi and kimmo meet de gal .
21-23nov . sintua big day .
14-16 dec . genting wif shuna , shuna's fren(2) , bread , kimmo , yongyi , leonard , kaixin , lionel , ah kor , patrick , xin wei , jack , wei xiong(pri sch , also lionel fren) total = 15 people . sure will have fun there .

Still lot more for me . ask many ppl i have not meet-ed them yet .
whahaha .
People i wanna to meet now !
1. JIAROU !!!!
2. Huiping .
3. my granddaught , valerie .
tat all i think =x maybe more .


ok i blog long long liao . maybe few day later then blog again . or see how .
byebye . picture will be blog up soon .



lable: It end tonight!

Woot .
early in the moring , went to chinatown wif shuna .
genting thing have been book , and is a 5star bus !!
Woohoooo~~
tis time really s o n g ar.
haha .


Lols . nothing to do nowaday .
fak sian .
maple down , and idk wat to play .
zzz . so boring lor .
i wanna to find a gf=x
zzz . jk . haha . i not so despo for it . hahaha .

ok i got to find new sever liao .
cya . post more next time .

HoHo~~
i my fever have recover liao , Woo woo~~~

Sian!!! i got to work at Fish & co. tml !
wtf ! i nev tot of they will call me . but then ! they jus call me at the afternoon . sian de lor .
It ok . go there also kill time . haha . 5-11pm
and will be working wif kaixin too .
but she working not the same day wif me . onli tml and firday .

Woooooooo~~~~~ Good new !!
genting money i have taken from my dad liao .
jus waiting for tat day to come ! whahahahahahaha . Evil laugh*
lols . date change to 14-16 dec .
Bad new !
my tattoo have been delay by month !!
waaaa! which mean colouring i onli will be done NEXT YEAR !
Wtf .

Ok . i still having my headache .
i dun wanna to blog more le .

idk why my heart turn sour .
sigh .

I wanna to drink !
I wanna to drunk !
I wanna to have you back to me !
But i wat can i do now :(
Onli thing i have to do is jus wait .

• Firday, went to playlane and play lan . from 12++ to 8am in the morning.
• Saturday wake up at 5pm slack awhile , go sin tua .
• Sunday , which is today . Cant go out cos having high fever , headache .

Every saturday , sunday . i will nev get the chance to see my parent when i wake up .

It use to have a gal coming my house everyday , watching over me sleep .

but all have gone .

Everday when i came back from house at about 1am or ever later .

i will get a chance to see 2 lovely cat below my block .

they sleep wif each other no matter is raining or wat .

i miss those day .

sigh .

enough . i need to rest le .

it killing me , the pain .