Dunno why , there something in my heart is still lock .
I dont dare to face to truth , but i noe i must .
Day pass day , i dunno how long more will it be my time to end .
I'm thinking of her so badly , Somehow i wish i could have go back with her .
But everything maybe too late for my own decision .

I use to call you my girl ~~
I use to call you my friend ~
I use to call you the love ~~
The love i never had ~
With i think of you , i dont know what to do .
When i will see you again .
I miss you like crazy , even more then word can say .
I miss you like crazy , every minute everyday .
Blah Blah Blah . . . . . . .

This song really sing out my mind .
i really do wan tell her that .
i'm sorry girl .
deep deep in my heart . saying out with warm .

A picture can prove to you that , am i happy without you .
i know you can see from it .
Take care bah .

tata~~

Letting go of it , doesn't mean i no longer love .
deep in my heart , i still that love you .
i still cant bear to let go , but after this few day of not contacting me . i finally relax abit .
slowly in my mind , i will choose to forget you .
maybe , it tat time to heal . not second .

Wednesday , BBQ with reb , huibing , edmund tu , wong , koey , pat , leonard , lionel , xw , ah hong and yu xiang at teckwhye graden . celebrating huibing birthday .

picture all at reb there go her blog see >>>>http://f-emalee.blogspot.com/



thrusday , went to town at about 8pm+ , walk and slack till ceni .

and went back to ah hong house drink . drink till 3+ went back home .



friday , nigel birthday . go to k-box . with lot of ppl !

and maybe clubbing .



saturday , father day . going out eat .



sunday , is my rest day . hahahahaha . or maybe midnight , prawning !





so wan see pic , go reb blog see . i lazy upload . haha .







tata~~

i really tired , i really really tired .
i really really damn tired ! .
fuck up la !! knn .
you dont even understand me . why u still choose this way to hurt both of us .
i dont even dare to trust you now .
i'm so afraid thing will repeat .
i really tired and i need a big rest .
no more soft hearted .
really no more being so soft hearted .
u taking it for granted time and time .
i really damn sian .
i really tired .

this time round , i getting boring and tired .
tat it .

tata~

i can tell u tat , everything is over !
is all really over !
what u have say really make me think of , i'm stupid .
Fuck it , really fuck it .
i dont wan have another chacne i dont wan to be with u again !
i dont wan to have any contact with u anymore .
so pls ! dont bug me .!
all the choice is alway from you .
chance is given to you and u dont use is wisely .
so wat can i say?
stupid !?
ok enough of those anger .
i really damn hot lor ! .
wtf . and i also dont wan let this kind of girl make me piss off .
Lalala.
ok here some pic i have . take a look . dont laugh pls too . hahaha .