why does you all wanna to piss me off !
i dun wan show my temper mean i good to eat uh ?
good to play ?

i dun wan to show my attitude come out , cos i noe u all will not take it . and so do i .
wat for wish me happy 2009 , lols .
2008 is the worst year for me . worst of the worst . !

dun feel like going out tis few day . feel so shag .


idk why all those fucking thing will come to me .
haiis . everytime u all see me happy happy , laughing wif u all u all can say i happy .
but i telling you i not happy at all .
saddness and diappointment is jus for me .
no one can make my laughter come back .
no one can see me crazy like before .
no one can see at all .
no one !

New year New start !
Forgive and Forget the past and start all over again .
life is short . treasure anyone tat treat you good , cos u nev noe when they will be gone .

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everything i think is still the same bahx .
People asking , why am i so serious in tis r/s as she not tat good in the first sight of them .
Ha ! people . ask yourself .
If a gal willing to listen wat u say , come to your house early in the morning . is she a good gal ?
or even holding your hand and hugging you tightly .
idk how to say , she jus give me a very strong feeling once again .
climbing up to the top and i met tis gal .
i fall all the way down and need to climb up once again .

in life , there are too many problem you have to face through .
mine is r/s thing i have to face .
Wat are your ?
i have to face it strong , ( i noe i cant )
ya , something in my mind keep troubling me .
sigh .

how i wish tat time will go back to where i started and gone through all over again .
maybe tis is the best way bahx .


i wanna to have my tattoo done before new , but i got no money =,=
and i wanna to put my arm to my back !!! OMG OMG OMG !!


I do hope to be wif u again .
haiis . iloveyou .

another disappointment .
another fedup r/s .
haiis .
end here!!

thx reb for your tok =x

Sigh , idk wat to post . and is all about girlf .
haiis . idk i should post it at here , there so much thing troubling me .
remenber wat i say to your before .
i wont get into any r/s till i am 18 .
but i broke my own rule again .
can anyone be my listening ear ?

she jus came to my house and now is 2+ and she gone again .
saw her friendster and everything , idk wat to say .
i started to put real feeling , and i think u all should noe if i put real feeling wat will i do or wat .
blah blah blah .
now my feeling is feel like hitting a tree , person or a wall .
i think i should'nt think about tis anymore .


christmas eve , bbq at ecp .
but due to raining we stop . =,=
christmas , bbq at reb house .

Lols . rebbie , something troubling you uh ?
why ytd at your house there so emo ?
zzz . dun keep thing in your heart le .
try tok to someone tat u trust .


Friend is not a friend .
enemy is your friend .
do u all get wat i mean ?


i going to end here . there is no pic post , cos i not in the mood .
bye

woot, jus come back not long ago from genting .
whahahaa ..
reach sg at 11.30++ pm .
lols . long le =x
hahhahah .
went to 216 eat , wif kor and co .

i not use to it to the weather at sg .
now haveing a headache .
Lols . and flu too .

spent all my money , left 1buck rm . =.=
spend on present .
bought anna , edna and reb gife .
so chirtmas . erm i dun think there is a problem liao . =x
hahahha..

pic will be upload soon . cos almost all the pic is wif kaixin and shuna .
i onli got a photo tat before i at home take de =x .

post more soon . tml or when go time . cya .

Do u all noe how hard to see your own godfather around , but u jus cant call he "GodFather"
sigh .

Hang out wif nigel , yongyi , kimmo , wong tis few day .
been going to limbang play audi and dota .
woot . my audi have lvl !! song ar .
but still got 1 more lvl then lvl 16 =(

Dota have deprove , think play too much pir sever .
Lols .

4 More day ! , jus 4 more day and i going out relax myself wif fren .
plan to buy beer , and i comfrim i wont be drunk . =x

OK let tok about monday .
Meet up kimmo and sebes , slack at limbang =,=
about 10+ , ah kor come fetch me and kimmo to drink =.=
order 2 jug and we finish it , i feel nothing and kimmo feel giddy .
whahahahaa . he fucking weak =x
leonard , lionel also drink little . zzzzzzzz ..

tuesday ,
meet up kimmo and cass ,
went up to his house and saw yongyi was there wif wong =,=
went to limbang and buy our "sweet"
hahaha .
after tat go to yew tee about 2 plus and slack again . till 4 then go home .


today idk wat to do next , maybe stay at home ?
idk someone pls call me come out . i dun wan rot at home !

Looking foward to tis few day ,
14-16dec >> next sunday !! ( Genting )
20dec >> ( Sushi Teh )
24dec >> After my genting !! ( BBQ )
25Dec >> after my BBQ =,= ( Christmas )

Looking forward to tis few day !
woohoooo~~~

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Tis few day have been going down and find edna , anna and pat they all .
but after hearing so much side of story .
i think better dun care .
but i got something to tell you all .
grow up la . stop acting so childish .
tat all i wanna to say you all .

Woke up thank to felicia . haha .
she say she dream about me taking her run dunno go where =,=
is a bad dream i think =x
but i'm the one saving her . hohoho .
Lame ..

raining now , and i staying at home doing nothing .
sigh .

anyway wat past is past . i wanted think of those stupid think anymore .
and rebbie , grat tat u finally will tok or msg me .
haha .

anything from now , i wont hide .
i will face it , cos all is all fade .

will psot more next time . byebye