Working this few day , erm okok .
slacking and eating chicken wing . lols .

althrough i'm very very hot after heard you got boyf , but what can i do .
maybe i'm stupid .
but why u keep wan to give me empty promise .
i totally given up , yes really . I swear this my last time . i wont ans nor reply any msg or call from her anymore .
i tired , spending so much money on her and time , and yet ?
i really really piss off jus now . really wanted to take knife go down .
after thinking so much . it not teally worth so .
she jus a girl who wan money , and ask for thing .
i jus wonder how many ppl can tahan like me .
she wan what i try my best to give her .
haiis .
this all is a nightmare . a very very long nightmare .
i no longer wan to say anymore .

tata ~

Currently i still at home slacking =,=
hahaha , lazy to go to brush my teeth and style my hair to go to school =x

Lols . my sisi girl is so cute la . early in the morning come in my room and call me wake up .
hahah . she acc me to lie on my bed then she keep smiling . Lols .
then now she watching elmo =,=

ok let talk about my "relationship".
Maybe you asked me dont waste time on you , is your choice .
i no longer wan to talk anymore about the relationship with you anymore .
ya , maybe all this time i have been guessing . but did you even let me trust you ?
what you are doing and from what i see .
i did say before , i get jealous easily . but i think u dont give a damn about it .
so forget everything from now on !
Is not i dont wanna cheish you . Is you dont wanna to cheish me .

1 year ago , at this time , i think i still hong-ing other girl when i have girlf .
when i lose both of them , i started to think back why did thing happen in a way that not i think .
i tot thing i plan will go swee swee . but not .
1 year later . i cheish everyone , but any of you fucker cheish me back ?
taking thing for granted . and still wan me to care about you all ?
Laugh*
i wont be so stupid anymore .
who treat me good . who treat me bad . i see jiu noe liao .
you take me as a fool . i take you as a fucker .

If those passerby wan to act hero .
onli DARE to type behide com .
i welcome you with open hand .
if your mother nev give u a name . i will have you think of a name . "Humji kia"
this name suit you the best .

End of post !


i wont turn back anymore .
and i wont contact you anymore .

Everything , i think is ended .
idk what to say , what to do .
3 more month ,
yes 3 more month , i will be 18 soon .
Think maybe i going to spend alone for this year again .

We got plan for nigel birthday !!
k-box with guy and girl !
clubbing at night !
But idk whether i can go in anot =,="
But then clubbing is not comfirm , UNLESS ! we got nothing to do after k .
Looking forward to his birthday . think will be much more fun .

This year birthday , dont think will have be the same group of joker around .
But hoping to see all of them .

Erm what i going to say is , i still cant forget you .
Every single day , every min , sec i'm thinking of you .
I noe is hard for you to belive tat , but is real .
I wont forget the way you treated me .
The laughter from you .
The smile from you .
The everything that came from you .
i wont forget .
Jus take it as a bad dream and forget about me .

I will not change anymore ! Not the play and play aaron anymore !


Guy when see me , maybe i going back to myself !

I AM IN LOVE WITH CASSSADRA GOH SU ZHEN !

lols .....

Day have pass , i'm still thinking of her .
The msg i send her and her reply , i knew everything is gone .
Feeling so stress up , thing here and there .
All are mix inside my mind ! Fedup .!
When i needed someone at my side , no one turn out .
I feel so londly .

A girl i love , i cant be with .
It more hurtful then putting tattoo .
The ache in my heart , hurt me alot .
Sigh ~ after all , i still alone .
Blame who ? only myself .

tata~~

.

I'm tired .
Anger , sour is all i get from you .
Play , fren is much more important then me .
But wat i need is care and love .
A girl that understand what i need .
when can thing stop and let you understand me more .

sigh .

i alway remenber tat , someone have said to me .
Life is full of colour , whether u can find your own colour it depend of how u think .
There is alway a way for us to walk .
There will be no ending road .
Everything have their own key , once u found the key . The problem will be solve .
Life without a smile , you cant go on ^^
Onli a smile can change everything .

In my life now , i onli love you .
Is hard for me to give up on you .
And is hard for me to forget you .
Cos i just love you so much .

Thank for being there for me this few month ,
the attitude i have , i noe u cant bear with it .
And i noe it also very xin ku for you to keep in heart .
So letting it go , maybe it should be the right choice .
It hard for me to face too , but i still have to .
Sorry to say those word to you , but i really dun have a choice .
i ask so much thing , is jus to comfirm it .
and yes . i did .

Ya , i wont be blogging useless some freak wan me to blog and hear my life style .
Laugh*
Ok done here , not saying anymore .
Tml going sch on time . dun wanna to pon anymore .
tata .

i dont wanna to walk back like tis past !

Finally the day have come .
the day that i have ended my r/s .
i dont wish to find anymore "girlf"
firstly , is a waste of money .
secondly , no trouble , depression or wat so ever .

you all must be thinking tat did i cry or wat ??
yes i did . laugh*
i cried , hitting the wall , etc
but no cutting . hahaha .
ok done toking wif my r/s thing and now work !

yesterday work was , wa !! so damn many ppl order satay wtf !
need to run everywhere or the coffershop .
and the coffershop is damn big !!
leg tired , hungry and back pain all tat .
fuck ! think i stand too long so will back pain .
took 50 buck and h.s.h

guess wat , someone did say i'm bullshit-ing .
lols ,(Erm yy , not saying you for tis post)
i was like ya , i work is because i wanna give her better life .
help her pay her hsa letter .
and tis is wat i get back ? laugh*

once u look at tis post , i noe u still wont understand wat i wan ,
and u nev will understand wat i wan from you .
when i started to understand you , give in to you .
your attitude and everything go back to the past .
wat can i do when u say u wanna to break and u dun willing to let go ?
when i'm toking wif u on the phone .
how pain is my heart do u noe tat .
asking you , do u really wanna to break .
when i did really say tat , i wish i can take my my word .
cos i realise tat , i still deeply in love wif you .
noe you for going 5month , and break patch for more then 10 time !
if i'm like the past , u can ask them .
i dun even give a damn to my girlf .
till the day come , then i noe wat is treasure .

Ok , i will leave tis blog jus like how was , it was .
and any kind soul wanna help me cre8 any other blogger ?
and tis blogger , i will give onli my close gan and fren noe .

Dun say i mia again , cos i free to meet any poeple .
ah nie , reb and anna uh . ! dun say i mia any more .
laugh*

Not blogging till i got the mood or new blog !

I dont know am i having depression or stress up

Idk wat tis few day , i'm thinking .
i can cry out easily , jus staring at the wall or wat so ever .

HAPPY 2ND MONTH ANNIVERSARY DEAR !

finally is another month have pass
but hoping tat we can last as long as possible .
no more "word" coming from our mouth .
The onli word tat come from our mouth is " iloveyou"

Dear , if i dont know you from kimmo .
i think in my whole life , i wont noe you
even since i noe you , you gife me the trust , love and care .
ya , the love i nev had before .
The power of our love make me getting closer and closer .
every break off . make our relationship stronger .
till now is our 2nd month le .
i happy tat till now , u still nev leave me when i feeling down or give those attitude to you .
But dear , are you happy to be wif me? i wondering *

life is short , treasure those person beside you .
every single day , i feel tat i had a hard time breathing .
sigh .

Wa sun burn !! . my back is so so pain =( emo*

Went to wild wild wet if my girlf ytd .

make a promise tat will bring her go www , and finally her wish have come truth . laugh*

Go there have fun , but then she dun dare to take some ride =,=

The U ! Argh ! she dun dare to sit wif me cos she say she scare . lols

play and play , and when about to go . i found tat my toe below is full of cut .

no wonder i like walking like ah pek . zzz .

the feeling is * pain * de lor .

ok , slow walk and she went to my house relax .

send her home and went to limbang find wong and co .

slack at 302 till 2plus . and home sweet home . *

i wanna to meet this ppl . tat have mia from me so so long liao . hahaha .

edna , anna and reb .

lols . this 3 gal like mia so long . zz .

They are WANTED ! Laugh*